my eyes closed, i can sense it, the awful feeling like a skin shedding, my ears shut, i can still hear it, scratching and moving, goosebumps all over my skin or a needle piercing the skin, a dark hole, no light at the end, trying to find my way out, all alone, i scream but sounds only echo without return, pushing through trying to find a way out, looking for the light at the end of the darkness