She Appeared as Text in My Fever Dream, Saying: Where Are You Today? I Miss You. (Sent, Unread)
Spectramnesia
Flicker.
A blur of screens,
cracked glass and scrambled signals.
She typed her name into the void
and it bled into my vision
like an old VHS,
distorted, trembling in the static.
I remember how it felt— the pulse of silence in between words, how I would press the keys but the letters dissolved before they could catch their breath. Her message, a ghost in the dark where we both still lingered, locked in that looping night where apologies weren't enough.
She said, "Where are you today?" And the room swirled, a dance of neon lights and late-night coffee stains on the edges of paper. I wanted to reply, but my heart was too slow, tangled in its own wiring, a phone line I couldn't trace.
"I miss you," the words fell like shattered glass, cutting the air we used to breathe. I wanted to say it back— to hold it out, fragile as it was— but my tongue was thick with shame. Love had become a password I couldn’t type. The tenderness was there, but it was buried, like a half-sent message, waiting in limbo.
I hit "send," but the window closed, the cursor blinking empty. Unread. Unheard.
Serezha Galkin